Lost but not found

I am lost, But wish not to be found,
The girl I knew is no longer allowed,
To be the person who was so proud,
I am lost, and wish not to be found,
For I am found, but only by me,
Time, A thing of the past, gives to me
Time to be lost, lost, but not found
finding, is not something I want,
dying is how it feels to be lost,
to be lost like many people before me.
For I have lost, the one thing most,
I have lost me, the person I am,
I have lost my smile, all the while,
I have been lost, so stuck in a dream,
that I was not me, but only a stream,
flowing like the wind, crying like the clouds,
For I am lost, and wish not to be found.
I give you my words, I give you my words,
But only the birds see where I am...
Cause I am lost and wish not to be found.