I wake

Each morning I wake,
to your sleepy face,
each morning I wake,
In those arms,
Each morning I wake,
happy as can be,
with you next to me.
Each morning I wake,
next to the love of my life.
Each morning i wake next to him,
is like another morning in heaven.

.......................

With his hand upon my cheek I cried,
he whipped away my tear and tried,
he took me in his arms and I,
like a baby cried,
the pain was to much,
I could not bear it all,
but with him there I stood tall,
as i fall into my bed,
his words run threw my head,
words that make me smile,
and for a while I believe,
what he says to me,
"I love you girly for you are the one,
I wish to be with till I'm a hundred and one,
your long brown hair and them big brown eyes,
take me by surprise, your love for me is so strong,
I fear I will do wrong, but I know your the one,
the one I'll walk to vow to and love forever more"
His words echo threw my heart...

All I want...

All I want is a man,
a man unlike anyother,
one who tells the truth,
loves me for me and
wants only one girl.
All I want is a man,
a man of his word,
a real shinning knight,
like the moon in the sky,
All I want is a man,
one who wants what I want
who will stay with me,
a man who loves me for me,
All I want is a man, like the man in my dreams.

A promise.

A promise, many kept, some lost,
A promise, to a best friend, but why keep them?
For a friend who breaks their promises.
A promise to never leave, to never betray,
but you broke that promise and all i have to say is,
that promise was a promise I trusted, but look at you know,
surrounded by girls who lie, cheat and you believe what they have to say,
A promise I will never make to you again,
for you a "man of your words" broke a promise,
I held close.

as each moment passes .

As each moment passes my love for you grows,
it grows like a child, fast and out of control,
out of control, like a speeding car driven by a mad man,
a man as mad at the world as he is at himself.
Himself, a man who lost his home, wife and child,
a child that grew like my love for you.

I miss...

I miss our moments,
The giggles and smiles,
I miss our love,
so happy and full,
I miss our hugs,
warm and safe,
I miss our dates,
fishing by the pond, walking in the woods,
I miss you,
your loving heart, and caring body.
I miss us,
Together and happy...
but most of all I miss me,
the happy girl you made of me,
when you left, so did she.

Upon your lips I placed a kiss,
A kiss I hope you will miss,
miss me as i am,
not as i was, or will be
miss me for me, the girl you held tight,
cause upon your lips i placed a final kiss.
A kiss I hope you feel,
and that time will never heal,
A kiss I hope you remember,
until your last September.
For my days are at an end,
but do not cry cause I will not die,
just walking away till the day,
you realize what you have done.

A lonely tear

a lonely tear falls from my eyes,
as I wish not to say good bye,
Your arms have held me tight,
Your love has held me high,
I ache to hold your hands,
touch your face,
I miss the things we do,
weather it be me or you,
together we fit,
like two peas in a pod,
but now apart I fear
as a lonely tear escapes my heart. 

Eyes

Her eyes shows whats inside,
The pain she wants to hide
Her body shows how hard she works,
to cover what he has caused,
Her makeup covers,
The worry lines and the sleepless nights
She wears a smile upon her lips,
to show every one she is fine..
But is she? or does she want to cry?
She lays awake at night worrying about whats inside.
How he will feel when he knows,
but when will it show?!
She hides beneath baggy cloths,
big sweatshirts no tight robes.
She hides behind everything except
whats to come for her and
whats inside.

Lost but not found

I am lost, But wish not to be found,
The girl I knew is no longer allowed,
To be the person who was so proud,
I am lost, and wish not to be found,
For I am found, but only by me,
Time, A thing of the past, gives to me
Time to be lost, lost, but not found
finding, is not something I want,
dying is how it feels to be lost,
to be lost like many people before me.
For I have lost, the one thing most,
I have lost me, the person I am,
I have lost my smile, all the while,
I have been lost, so stuck in a dream,
that I was not me, but only a stream,
flowing like the wind, crying like the clouds,
For I am lost, and wish not to be found.
I give you my words, I give you my words,
But only the birds see where I am...
Cause I am lost and wish not to be found. 

Our Love

With in my heart,
Soaked into my smile,
Shown in my eyes,
Held strong with my arms,
Our Love,
Will beat all else,
Our Love
Will survive the hells.
Our Love,
is the best thing to me
Our Love,
is what pushes me on,
Our Love,
is why I'm here today..
Our Love is everything to me.

I ache

I ache to hold his hand, for he is my man,
I ache to see his face, for once I won the race
A race for his heart, I beat the rest
I ache to feel his arms, wrapped around me for no one to harm.
But most of all I ache to see what will become of us.
Us a word use so kindly,
Us a word with meaning for once,
Us two letters place perfectly together,
Us Him and I
Together we make a perfect word, and this word I love
Us, a thing that will become,
A family and our own heard,
We laugh, love and care together,
   .................Us..............

Farm Life.

A Rooster crows at dawn,
A Farmer to till the lawn,
A Child watched from within,
A Mother bakes for din,
A Dog so proud and lazy lays upon the doors first step,
The Chicken the one fit best, lays upon a big ol' nest.
A Cat, who taunts the chicken so,
A horse grazes upon the feild,
A cow, milked in the barn,
A calf who gives a big yawn.
A pig so fat indeed, is next in line to breed,
A Goat so wild in free plays within the barn,
A bunny the softest of all, chases the goat threw the stall,
The bull so big and mean, is the last one in the lead.
Upon the Farmer is a smile, cause for once all is quiet for a while.

Every Kiss

A kiss... 
 upon the hand, puts me in a wonderland.
A kiss...
upon the cheek, makes me very weak.
A kiss...
upon the brow, makes me say wow.
A kiss...
upon the nose, and a smile shows.
A kiss...
upon the lips, is living bliss.

Caring
Attitude
Tolerance
Hopeful
Energetic
Romantic
Inviting
Noble
Elegant

Essential
Lovable
Impressive
Zebra
Attentive
Bitchy
Extraordinary
Talkative
Humorous

Wishful
Interesting
Lovely
Lovable
Emotional
Tough
Tasteful

Questions

Can i keep you and never let you go?
Can i hold your hand and hug you tight?
Can I kiss your lips till the day I die?
Can i tell the world how lucky i am to have you in my life?
or simply, can you be mine for the rest of my life?

Jan second

His hands hold my heart,
we hate to be apart,
Asleep in his arms,
is the part I love most,
a drive to the coast,
and a ring in a box,
a smile and a scream of joy
I now know he will always be my boy <3

I can't say no to your big blue eyes..

I  want you to come here  more
I beg you for more time  

You don't know my weakness 
But it's always you
'Cause when you say it's you love me
I  believe it's true
So I let you know tomorrow  
I'm gonna wake up with you  
Wake up in your arms
With a big ol' smile on my lips
When I'm with out you 
 It's a living hell
No matter how I try to convince myself  
This time I won't lose control  
One look in your blue eyes and suddenly
  My heart can't tell you no
I  want you to call me up more  
Saying you need me
You're crazy if you think your love  
Could ever please me
But still I want to hold you, touch you  
When you look at me that way  
There's only one solution I know of
You've got to stay
Stay with me
When the one you love's
not with you 
Don't you know it's torture
I mean it's a living hell
No matter how I try to convince myself
This time I won't lose control  
One look in your blue and suddenly
My heart can't tell you no,
When the one you love's
Not with you 
Don't you know it's torture  
I mean it's a living hell